我的女人

她是我的女人...

life is fragile...

losing and gaining happens in a sec or less, then someone would have lost or gained...the other the opposite...

there's nothing one can do when a life is taken, the mournings the moaning's...

Appreciate life, there isn't always as much space and time as you think...

the way i appreciate my one and only, 我的女人...

"dear lord..."

One man once said a dinner prayer : " dear lord....Thank you ".

2 words represented everything he was feeling and thinking...

i'm not being religious or anything, but given my case...my starting speech would also be the ending speech...

"Thank you"

By all means, 

i would cook 3 meals for our family;

i would wash all the dishes and clothes;

i would drive you and hold your bags as you shop around the malls;

i would vacuum floors and do the cleanings;

i would discuss topgear, football, basketball and even make up/styling if you want me to;

i would play your favorite sports, play your favorite games, do everything that you like;

i would dig out all the nice makan-makan places so that you can enjoy;

i would sit down and listen to all your complaints;

i would stand by your side every matter in our lives;

i would pamper you with so much love and gifts;

i would handle and tolerate everything that's you;

i would spend time with your family as much as mine because we are family;

i would do all kinds of stupid things with you;

i would laugh at your jokes and comfort you when you do something embarrassing;

i would fix you baddest mood;

i would run through obstacles with you;

because you love me and accepted my past, present and future, because you believe me and know that i would do the same and love you even more :D

I know you love me, X.O.X.O

taken in the streets of new york and the shell station of sungai buloh...

i personally wanna thank my photographer which makes me looks so good...

I know you love me, XOXO

I love you too :)

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

lifeless

a fresh bottle of GLENMORANGIE, now left 30%, this has been the only thing in and out me for the past 48 hours, facing these four walls for the past 48 hours, no real human contact for the past 48 hours, how long more can i last...

Looking at the 3 piece of clothing from Bardot for the past 36 hours, holding my 2 Blackberry's beside my bed for the past 36 hours, looking at pictures with my one and only...how long more before i would sunk into breakdown...

How long more before i lose myself and turn to depression...

How long more before i leave my life...