Walking to places we've been, having the food we had together, doing things we did together...an illusion in my little own small denial world seemed to become my best friend and companionship.
But somehow time has told that i had to face facts someday or i would be stuck here forever and not to say ever get to speak to you again...
Reality is i've cheated and pushed it even further when i had no guts to tell the one that believed me and waited for me with her life and time.
By the time i finally realised, (f***, what am i even doing) i sort of believed if i could just die, would you come back ?
Time stoned again, but this time in a good way...
being committed, faithful and honest was all i could do but it took you courage (whole lots of it) to believe me again and sort of accept the fact that i did wrong...
It came up to my mind, being committed, faithful and honest is not what i would do yet, i would fly thousand miles back home before telling you...
i am committed,
i will be faithful and....
most importantly, i will be honest for our future...
to meet someone that would make you think about having a future together no matter where in the end you will end up is...just blissfully unmatchable
this time, nothing will bring us down...because i will be shielding you knowing that you are even more committed, faithful and honest to me, and i have to match it, because we have a future together
P.S : a future of a couple is simple...be committed, faithful and honest
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